Claudia Emerson was born and raised in Chatham, Virginia. She studied writing at the University of North Carolina, Greensboro. Her honors include two additional Pulitzer Prize nominations as well as fellowships from the Library of Congress, the Virginia Commission for the Arts, and the National Endowment for the Arts. In 2008 she was appointed poet laureate of Virginia, a two-year role. She died in 2014.
I was unloading groceries
from the trunk
of what had been her car, when the glove floated
up from underneath the shifting junk--
a crippled umbrella, the jack, ragged
maps. I knew it was not one of yours,
this more delicate, soft, made from the hide
of a kid or lamb. It still remembered
her hand, the creases where her fingers
had bent to hold the wheel, the turn
of her palm, smaller than mine. There was
nothing else to do but return it--
let it drift, sink, slow as a leaf through water
to rest on the bottom where I have not
of what had been her car, when the glove floated
up from underneath the shifting junk--
a crippled umbrella, the jack, ragged
maps. I knew it was not one of yours,
this more delicate, soft, made from the hide
of a kid or lamb. It still remembered
her hand, the creases where her fingers
had bent to hold the wheel, the turn
of her palm, smaller than mine. There was
nothing else to do but return it--
let it drift, sink, slow as a leaf through water
to rest on the bottom where I have not
forgotten it remains--persistent in its loss.
In
this poem, Emerson writes with a clear melancholic tone about a painful reminder.
However, there are multiple tragedies that appear in this poem. It begins with
a woman going about her everyday life and unloading groceries from the trunk of
her car. During this task she finds a glove belonging to her husband’s late
wife. With it comes the reminder of her husband’s past life and all the pain
and sorrow it held. She details the glove as “delicate, soft” and that it “still
remembered her hand.” The first tragedy is the physical one of a husband losing
his wife. Even though this tragedy is not detailed at all in the poem, it is relevant
because this poem would not exist if not for it. That tragedy still creates
ripples of effects like the scene shown in the poem.
The second tragedy is the emotional one that comes from the narrator
finding her husband’s late wife’s glove as she is trying to go about her daily
life. It feels as if this has been just one of many reminders of this woman that
have resurfaced as the narrator is trying to live a normal life with her
husband. She feels torn because she is tired of finding bits and pieces of his
late wife and past life everywhere she goes but knows it would not be
appropriate to share her feelings on this sensitive topic with her husband.
That is noted in the shift in tone after she finished detailing the glove. The
tone is suddenly despairing. I envision her sighing and placing the glove back
where she found it, knowing that dwelling on it will do no one any good but
notes “I have not forgotten it remains.”
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